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Wednesday, 27 June 07 :: tired of being tired

have i mentioned how tired i am? i'm exhausted all the time.. and frankly, i'm tired of it. yes. i'm tired of being tired. i'm tired of feeling like i drag myself through the day, and i'm tired of the fact that my brain won't shut down at night.. me worried about this and such and that and what. all the different things that i seem to enjoy torturing myself with worrying about. if i could sleep at night, i wouldn't be so tired, if i could fall asleep, my life would be a lot less stressful. yes, i'm stuck in a cycle, around and around and around. i need to figure out how to stop it.

posted by brooke at June 27, 2007 05:12 PM

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i'm brooke, born in '73. i am currently a phd student in instructional technology. this is the blog where i capture all the neurotic, and the few non-neurotic, moments that seem to come with being a phd student (if you want to read less neuroses and more professionalism go to: oer's, dl's, reuse and culture: it's about a phd student researching digital resources in a multicultural world). i have been from eugene, oregon for a long time.. 8 years specifically (its my home now, but i grew up in southwestern virginia), but now i'm here in logan, utah at utah state university. after finding my roots in eugene i never could have expected that i would leave that liberal oasis and head to utah. but i did and there are days when its a blessing and days when i'm tempted to go back to oregon and beg the folks at lost valley educational center to let me move in. but i won't leave because there are days when this process is better than any kind of high i could ever imagine. what else? i collect things, i have 2 cats, 2 kayaks, 2 laptops (i'm a geek - one mac, one pc). i can be emailed at brookesblog@rivervision.com.