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Friday, 30 September 05 :: pissed.

i am pissed off tonight. and sick of it. and i don't want to go to the celebration tommorrow, because of all thsoe incompetent people walking around.. my booth. dammit.

i think its about time to separate myself from one of the groups i work with.. fully. they are acting like incompetent boobs at this moment. i'm not one to deal very well with that. i'm actually one to shun that behaviour.

i'm tired. sick and tired. and scared of this damn gre. and sick of thinking about it, and trying to learn shit for it. i'm sick of it, sick of it, sick of it. just sick of it. but if i get sick of it, what is my future like?

i'm absolutely exhausted and terrified.

posted by brooke at September 30, 2005 07:54 PM

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i'm brooke, born in '73. i am currently a phd student in instructional technology. this is the blog where i capture all the neurotic, and the few non-neurotic, moments that seem to come with being a phd student (if you want to read less neuroses and more professionalism go to: oer's, dl's, reuse and culture: it's about a phd student researching digital resources in a multicultural world). i have been from eugene, oregon for a long time.. 8 years specifically (its my home now, but i grew up in southwestern virginia), but now i'm here in logan, utah at utah state university. after finding my roots in eugene i never could have expected that i would leave that liberal oasis and head to utah. but i did and there are days when its a blessing and days when i'm tempted to go back to oregon and beg the folks at lost valley educational center to let me move in. but i won't leave because there are days when this process is better than any kind of high i could ever imagine. what else? i collect things, i have 2 cats, 2 kayaks, 2 laptops (i'm a geek - one mac, one pc). i can be emailed at brookesblog@rivervision.com.