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Tuesday, 30 August 05 ::
exhausted
i've woken up this morning simply drained. drained beyond belief. i cannot imagine how i'm going to make it through the week, when all i really want to do is just sleep and process.
i had a volunteer call me last night, sometime during the 11 o'clock news. i was asleep. now, i am rarely asleep at that hour, but last night, i was. and this morning, at 11am, another called. and me, i'm drained. drained beyond belief.
i cannot work both ends of the spectrum. if i'm going to work till 9, i don't need to be in until late.. like 4pm. and volunteers, can't be calling me at 11pm.. and the reason they do, is because i gave them my home phone, because all i have at work is voice mail that i can't check from afar.
i'm exhausted. still on the verge of tears, still needing time away from people... but i can't get that, because i have a meeting tonight, and a show this weekend. but my body says -- be away from people.. except maybe those who understand the space. anyhow, i'm not sure how to fix this, but it has to be fixed. i cannot go from morning till night with a job i'm only hired to work 20 hours a week for.
posted by brooke at August 30, 2005 11:37 AM
