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Wednesday, 13 July 05 :: attempting another fasts

i'm attempting another fast.. i've tried this in the past, but i never seem to make it through the first day. i'm a bit more dedicated now, a bit more dedicated to myself and the process of making myself a better person...

its supposed to remove toxins. the fast. you are supposed to feel like crap for a few days while you are doing it. the toxins are supposed to leach out of your system. if thats the case, then the next few days are going to simply be hell on me... because i've got a lot of toxins in my system. a lot. years and years of bad crap in my body..

i'm doing the master cleanser.. a lemonade fast. i've tried this one before.. i'm liking it a bit better this time.

i think its starting to work. its been 12 hours and i'm already feeling like shit. maybe its the lack of sleep.. or maybe its the toxins leaching out. we'll see.

posted by brooke at July 13, 2005 10:30 AM

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i'm brooke, born in '73. i am currently a phd student in instructional technology. this is the blog where i capture all the neurotic, and the few non-neurotic, moments that seem to come with being a phd student (if you want to read less neuroses and more professionalism go to: oer's, dl's, reuse and culture: it's about a phd student researching digital resources in a multicultural world). i have been from eugene, oregon for a long time.. 8 years specifically (its my home now, but i grew up in southwestern virginia), but now i'm here in logan, utah at utah state university. after finding my roots in eugene i never could have expected that i would leave that liberal oasis and head to utah. but i did and there are days when its a blessing and days when i'm tempted to go back to oregon and beg the folks at lost valley educational center to let me move in. but i won't leave because there are days when this process is better than any kind of high i could ever imagine. what else? i collect things, i have 2 cats, 2 kayaks, 2 laptops (i'm a geek - one mac, one pc). i can be emailed at brookesblog@rivervision.com.