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Tuesday, 28 June 05 :: today has whipped my butt.

a nightmare day. long. my new job is hard, and i simply do not understand some things.

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i've had the worst headache ever, ever. a migraine, took 4 execdrin migraine tablets over the day. nada. and yes, my dinner didn't stay down. i currently have a belly full of water in hopes that the big problem is dehydration.. but my body is threatening to undrink it. :P i'll probably be peeing a lot through the night.

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i'm currently debating as to whether i should go skydiving this friday, or maybe being a student in july at heart of now. i'm exhausted, and while i want to go out there, i'm not sure if i'll have it in me to serve for the weekend. *sigh* i'm having to do a lot of serving and cheering on of people in my job, i'm not sure if i can do it out there. but then again, maybe i'll learn better how to get my needs met out there as an assistant..

hmm.. i wonder who's assisting? maybe a is assisting again?? that would be nice. i need to email her. i've thought fondly of her over the last couple of weeks and know that she helped to make the experience the positive experience that it was. i'll definetly miss her if she's not there in july.

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maybe its time for bed? maybe tommorrow will bring something better. *sigh* i hope what t said today about it not being about incompetence that things aren't happening. I REALLY hope so...

posted by brooke at June 28, 2005 08:32 PM

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i'm brooke, born in '73. i am currently a phd student in instructional technology. this is the blog where i capture all the neurotic, and the few non-neurotic, moments that seem to come with being a phd student (if you want to read less neuroses and more professionalism go to: oer's, dl's, reuse and culture: it's about a phd student researching digital resources in a multicultural world). i have been from eugene, oregon for a long time.. 8 years specifically (its my home now, but i grew up in southwestern virginia), but now i'm here in logan, utah at utah state university. after finding my roots in eugene i never could have expected that i would leave that liberal oasis and head to utah. but i did and there are days when its a blessing and days when i'm tempted to go back to oregon and beg the folks at lost valley educational center to let me move in. but i won't leave because there are days when this process is better than any kind of high i could ever imagine. what else? i collect things, i have 2 cats, 2 kayaks, 2 laptops (i'm a geek - one mac, one pc). i can be emailed at brookesblog@rivervision.com.

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