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Wednesday, 11 May 05 :: one would think...

that emailing and connecting with heart of now people would be easy, but i'm struggling because i want to be honest, but i don't want to burden them with the drama that my life has become since i arrived back in eugene.

i'm worried about not being able to find a job in time to take over my car payment. i'm worried about not being able to find a job and being stuck at home feeling useless. i'm worried about not being able to find a job that will give me the flexiblity to assist at heart of now as much as i'd like too. i'm worried about being so stuck in job hunt mode that i won't be able to study for the gre. i'm worried about so much that i'm loosing what i learned this weekend.

*sigh*

posted by brooke at May 11, 2005 11:54 PM

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i'm brooke, born in '73. i am currently a phd student in instructional technology. this is the blog where i capture all the neurotic, and the few non-neurotic, moments that seem to come with being a phd student (if you want to read less neuroses and more professionalism go to: oer's, dl's, reuse and culture: it's about a phd student researching digital resources in a multicultural world). i have been from eugene, oregon for a long time.. 8 years specifically (its my home now, but i grew up in southwestern virginia), but now i'm here in logan, utah at utah state university. after finding my roots in eugene i never could have expected that i would leave that liberal oasis and head to utah. but i did and there are days when its a blessing and days when i'm tempted to go back to oregon and beg the folks at lost valley educational center to let me move in. but i won't leave because there are days when this process is better than any kind of high i could ever imagine. what else? i collect things, i have 2 cats, 2 kayaks, 2 laptops (i'm a geek - one mac, one pc). i can be emailed at brookesblog@rivervision.com.