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Sunday, 24 April 05 ::
i slept
for the first time in a week, i slept.. i mean, really.. deep sleep with dreams and no waking up until the light of day came through my window.
thank goddess.
whats on my agenda for today? i'm not sure. a ride to the library to return some items, for sure. there's a birthday party / house party but i'm not sure i'm going to go.. what i got out of last night was that i do need my hibernation time. i mean, full out hibernate. with everything that is going in my life--- stressful work, stressful campaign stuff, this phd thing, looking at leaving oregon, lonely heart, other personal stresses --- i need to recharge and be alone. all the way alone. no cats, no nothing. some people get busy in their homes to recharge, i do the opposite.. not for long granted, but i slow to a slooooooow crawl and just rest. the house party / birthday party are for 2 of my closest friends, but even those closest to you can be draining at times. sounds awful, but thats the way it is for me.
*sigh*
whats on the agenda for tommorrow? fuck tommorrow. dentist, job evaluation, board meeting. i'll be holding my breath until its all over.
posted by brooke at April 24, 2005 10:20 AM
