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Friday, 25 March 05 :: tired.

yes. tired. *blink*

the jury is still out on the rooibos tea i've been smelling every time i go over to my friend g's office. finally took a bag.. "hey g. this stuff smells groovy, i'm taking a bag." "huh? ohh. okay."

and i want to leave such verbal friends? hahahahaha

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lunch with p yesterday. i thought i'd grab on to it and we'd process non stop for an hour. nope. i was exhausted. could barley keep up my end of the conversation. i think its a combination of stress and unisom.

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i could really use a trip up to cougar, but i need to find folks to go with. hmm.. i just called k about something.. would she and j want to go? *sigh* i need a boyfriend to go to cougar with. much better with a lover than with friends.. although its really good with friends as well. okay, cougar is just good anytime with anyone (except some of the creeps that hang out there watching all the nekkid women).

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i need to set a date for the gre. i'm pretty sure i'm convinced this is what i should be doing right now. if i can't be a mother right now, being a student isn't a bad second. and in the end, as p assures me, i'll be a mother and a doctor (of philosophy).

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i must remind myself. i have good friends, i have a direction in life, i have a job. so many things i've never had before. the friends in particular. yes, i love my friends. even if they are all partnered and busy with partners on the weekends, leaving me to fend for myself :P

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i should really get to work.

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did i mention i was tired?

posted by brooke at March 25, 2005 09:20 AM

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i'm brooke, born in '73. i am currently a phd student in instructional technology. this is the blog where i capture all the neurotic, and the few non-neurotic, moments that seem to come with being a phd student (if you want to read less neuroses and more professionalism go to: oer's, dl's, reuse and culture: it's about a phd student researching digital resources in a multicultural world). i have been from eugene, oregon for a long time.. 8 years specifically (its my home now, but i grew up in southwestern virginia), but now i'm here in logan, utah at utah state university. after finding my roots in eugene i never could have expected that i would leave that liberal oasis and head to utah. but i did and there are days when its a blessing and days when i'm tempted to go back to oregon and beg the folks at lost valley educational center to let me move in. but i won't leave because there are days when this process is better than any kind of high i could ever imagine. what else? i collect things, i have 2 cats, 2 kayaks, 2 laptops (i'm a geek - one mac, one pc). i can be emailed at brookesblog@rivervision.com.