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Wednesday, 18 October 06 :: sometimes i wish

sometimes i wish i could record the conversations i have with my professors. i know i complain a lot here in this space about this thing that i'm doing, but i will say this about the process-- i've landed in a place with good people.

today i went up to talk to my research methods professor, a woman who, downstairs in my lab, we have affectionately nicknamed 'the scary lady.' (tsl) a number of weeks ago i sat in her office and if she hadn't been 'the scary lady' i might have just cried as she and i talked, because the conversation was so difficult.

today she and i met over my problem statement syllogism. i've got an 8 / 10 on the assignment and she said that with a bit more work it could be a 10 / 10. at the end of our conversation she said something too me - nothing prolific, but just 'this is all your interests coming together.'

just a second ago i was reading 'the irresistible revolution: living as an ordinary radical'. its a wonderful book about believing in God and living as closely in the example of the life of Jesus as possible. and as i was reading it, my mind went back to the end of my conversation with tsl, and it dawned on me - she gets me. and thats a nice feeling. its a nice feeling for a professor to get me, to understand at least a part of me, to understand a bit about what's brought me here and what i want to be.

posted by brooke at October 18, 2006 08:53 PM

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i'm brooke, born in '73. i am currently a phd student in instructional technology. this is the blog where i capture all the neurotic, and the few non-neurotic, moments that seem to come with being a phd student (if you want to read less neuroses and more professionalism go to: oer's, dl's, reuse and culture: it's about a phd student researching digital resources in a multicultural world). i have been from eugene, oregon for a long time.. 8 years specifically (its my home now, but i grew up in southwestern virginia), but now i'm here in logan, utah at utah state university. after finding my roots in eugene i never could have expected that i would leave that liberal oasis and head to utah. but i did and there are days when its a blessing and days when i'm tempted to go back to oregon and beg the folks at lost valley educational center to let me move in. but i won't leave because there are days when this process is better than any kind of high i could ever imagine. what else? i collect things, i have 2 cats, 2 kayaks, 2 laptops (i'm a geek - one mac, one pc). i can be emailed at brookesblog@rivervision.com.

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