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Tuesday, 11 April 06 :: i just don't know if i'll get it all done. agh.

i think about what all i need to get done in the next 3 months and i simply can't believe i'll accomplish it all. i actually doubt i will. really and truly.

you should see my big list. its divided: LEAD. Later LEAD. Even later LEAD. HEART OF NOW. USU. (3 things listed under usu: READ. READ. READ some more.) PERSONAL (one statement is: move).

yeah. i'm glad i have this whole weekend coming up all to myself. i gotta get ahead in stats because of heart of now. i mean, really. no plans. i have plans on thursday and friday night, but not the weekend. though that'll probably change some, i hope.

anyhow. i really should't start look at USU stuff at midnight. i get all excited and stuff by it all. really. i need to plan my days better. i mean, a lot better. i'd like to get my kitchen clean. and my clothes. and a cup of juice made every night. and cooking, not just eating whatever i can slap together in 30 seconds on the fly.

blech.

though i imagine this is what life will be like for the next 4 years. and after that, when i adopt my kid and have a career with said ph.d. damnit, how do we do it?!? i'm finally starting to understand all that.

okay. gotta go relax so i can go to bed.

posted by brooke at April 11, 2006 12:03 AM

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i'm brooke, born in '73. i am currently a phd student in instructional technology. this is the blog where i capture all the neurotic, and the few non-neurotic, moments that seem to come with being a phd student (if you want to read less neuroses and more professionalism go to: oer's, dl's, reuse and culture: it's about a phd student researching digital resources in a multicultural world). i have been from eugene, oregon for a long time.. 8 years specifically (its my home now, but i grew up in southwestern virginia), but now i'm here in logan, utah at utah state university. after finding my roots in eugene i never could have expected that i would leave that liberal oasis and head to utah. but i did and there are days when its a blessing and days when i'm tempted to go back to oregon and beg the folks at lost valley educational center to let me move in. but i won't leave because there are days when this process is better than any kind of high i could ever imagine. what else? i collect things, i have 2 cats, 2 kayaks, 2 laptops (i'm a geek - one mac, one pc). i can be emailed at brookesblog@rivervision.com.