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Wednesday, 8 March 06 ::
another rough day in the trenches
yep. its a rough day here in the trenches. bad stuff happening to those who we're in the trenches for. goddess. i could say lots of stuff about society and question why it happens, but honestly, i'm rather matter of fact about it and my heart is closed to it. i can't go to the place of sadness i could so easily go to.. its just what is. the past 24 hours have been a huge learning experience, and i now understand why people react the way they do. all i've done is my job, all we've done is try to protect, and we can't. we do what we can.
anyhow. at least it makes me want to stay here in the trenches, to continue to do this work. at least being here and seeing it being thrown at me has only made me want to stand here with these people and hold my shield stronger, make it larger.
*sigh*
on that note, its time to go do some of the necessary administrative work that we must do in order to keep the trenches strong and deep.
posted by brooke at March 8, 2006 01:35 PM