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Thursday, 9 February 06 ::
whats on my mind?
>> this squeezing of my head into a new shape is really hard. huh? yeah, learning how to work with teens the way the non-profit i do some work with does is pretty hard. i mean, it sounds easy and logical.. but in practice? jezzus. making sure i get it right, making sure that the teens don't feel overpowered, yet making sure that needs to get done gets done.. its a difficult task. meeting needs of both teens and adults.
>> i'm having a difficult conversation with a friend tommorrow. fuck. yeah, the simple clearing that happened the other day between me and c was hard enough, but to hear some of the things friend r may say to me tommorrow.. well, thats difficult to think about. and its difficult to think about everything i have to say to her, but to know that tommorrow isn't the time to say everything. anyhow. this friendship means a lot to me, and i'm likely to hear that it doesn't mean as much to her, not like i'd originally thought. *sigh* oh, and after r and i talk i have to head to a meeting at the non-profit i work with. and there's even more to that story, but that would ruin all semblances of confidentiality because of .. nevermind. but later in the day r and i have a knitting date with a friend of hers who is becoming a friend of mine. anyhow. difficult conversation = not a lot of fun.
that said, its bedtime.
i wonder if emilin had the baby? i hope so. and i hope s/he, emilin and brooke (a different brooke) are all healthy and happy.
and that little girl with cancer -- christi thomas -- i'm continuing to keep her in my prayers. (yes, i pray)
posted by brooke at February 9, 2006 11:36 PM
