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Saturday, 18 February 06 ::
bed
it ended up being a super crappy day. i mean, the coffee high and stuff was great during the day, but at the end, well.. the end of the day slowly fell apart. i went to a meeting grumpy and short. apologized and all.. but, still. and then discharged on ususpecting new friend m. poor thing. *sigh*
did i mention i ran into sweet friend b the other day? i really like her, and her energy. she's a friend from heart of now, and we just happened to be crossing the street at the same intersection.. i was having a crappy day, and it was wonderful to see her, and to hear that she's glad i'm going to dinner one night of heart of now this weekend.
it feels good not to be at heart of now this weekend, because the last course just has so much pain involved in it for me.. but it doesn't mean i don't miss my friends. i might very well go out tommorrow for dinner, even though i'd told everyone to expect me on sunday. i'll have to see how tired i am tommorrow after our long day. it begins soon for me.. and i still have a night to sleep. *sigh* but in realizing i could go out to dexter tommorrow night if i so pleased, i smiled and got excited. there are a few people in particular i hope to see and just get some hugs from.. *sigh* so yeah, even though its loaded out there for me, there is still some safety there. i tell ya, thats a nice realization at this hour of the night, when earlier today i'd seen the place as being completely unsafe. i'm glad i'm excited to go out for a meal. no committments to this particular course, just seeing all my friends in one place.. maybe i'll go out for dinner saturday and sunday.
anyhow, i need to think about sleep. or at least getting off the computer.
nighty night.
posted by brooke at February 18, 2006 12:21 AM
