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Tuesday, 13 December 05 :: solstice countdown

.... how many days till the solstice? friend k says that things for her will start to get better when the sun starts to come back. i hope she's right and that they start to get better for the rest of us as well..

things are rough amongst my friends, and my heart (and head) are still out at heart of now. i go out there, see my vision of what i want, and wonder if it would be possible to truly live within my vision? friend s doubts it, friend j says 'yeah, you can try.' me? i can only hope? goddess, wouldn't that be nice?

anyhow, i'm grateful for the caffiene i just injested. i'm going to injest some more. i'm also grateful that i'm able to work at home today. and that tommorrow, i hope to go for a bit of a hike, somewhere. maybe the butte? maybe.. hmm. maybe i'll try to find someplace new.

i've got to call volunteers in just a bit. i'll injest more caffiene before i do that, and luckily most of them won't be home, so i can just leave messages. and then tonight, it'll be a long night.

*sigh*

a little thought.. thoughts out to friend c. she needs them right now -- the loving supportive kind.

*sigh*

hopefully this space will get a bit more thoughtful and perky at some point.

posted by brooke at December 13, 2005 03:06 PM

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i'm brooke, born in '73. i am currently a phd student in instructional technology. this is the blog where i capture all the neurotic, and the few non-neurotic, moments that seem to come with being a phd student (if you want to read less neuroses and more professionalism go to: oer's, dl's, reuse and culture: it's about a phd student researching digital resources in a multicultural world). i have been from eugene, oregon for a long time.. 8 years specifically (its my home now, but i grew up in southwestern virginia), but now i'm here in logan, utah at utah state university. after finding my roots in eugene i never could have expected that i would leave that liberal oasis and head to utah. but i did and there are days when its a blessing and days when i'm tempted to go back to oregon and beg the folks at lost valley educational center to let me move in. but i won't leave because there are days when this process is better than any kind of high i could ever imagine. what else? i collect things, i have 2 cats, 2 kayaks, 2 laptops (i'm a geek - one mac, one pc). i can be emailed at brookesblog@rivervision.com.