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Monday, 7 November 05 :: i'm home

i'm home, at work. overwhelmed, dealing with a headache. *sigh*

i never ever thought that i would reach an emotional limit with this stuff, but i did. i reached my limit saturday night. *sigh* even thinking about it right now makes me feel overwhelmed. anyhow. i'm not going to write too much about it right now, or ever.. that game saturday night though.. *sigh* i'm exhausted. now i get to process it.. fuckin' goody.

i actually wrote some of my experiences up, but they sounded rather surface. it was an intense weekend that pushed me to my edge. i'm ever so grateful for the people that were there. for my pod, for the assistants. they all held me like i needed to be held. and my powers of manifestation, simply remarkable. i manifested a whole pod, and a nice guy on saturday night. amazing, simply amazing :) i must remember that. but right now, i'm simply exhausted, and think i need to go cry some, before karaoke tonight. and a long as hell day tommorrow. but part of it will be at lvec, and working with a friend i want to have a deeper relationship with... and luckily, he's been through dancing on the edge, so he gets it.

*sigh*

posted by brooke at November 7, 2005 04:35 PM

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i'm brooke, born in '73. i am currently a phd student in instructional technology. this is the blog where i capture all the neurotic, and the few non-neurotic, moments that seem to come with being a phd student (if you want to read less neuroses and more professionalism go to: oer's, dl's, reuse and culture: it's about a phd student researching digital resources in a multicultural world). i have been from eugene, oregon for a long time.. 8 years specifically (its my home now, but i grew up in southwestern virginia), but now i'm here in logan, utah at utah state university. after finding my roots in eugene i never could have expected that i would leave that liberal oasis and head to utah. but i did and there are days when its a blessing and days when i'm tempted to go back to oregon and beg the folks at lost valley educational center to let me move in. but i won't leave because there are days when this process is better than any kind of high i could ever imagine. what else? i collect things, i have 2 cats, 2 kayaks, 2 laptops (i'm a geek - one mac, one pc). i can be emailed at brookesblog@rivervision.com.