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Thursday, 29 September 05 :: sick of it.

i'm so sick of this sadness thats been hanging around since the last HoN...

dammit all to hell.

and NO. i'm not resisting it. i'm currently feeling it FULL ON.

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i'm also feeling resentful to a group of people i sometimes work with. i'm feeling like they are terribly unorganized, and they are relying on me to help them out to a too great of a degree. the questions i get from people from their camp is too much. i'm not going to take care of them. no, i'm not. y'all tell your people this and that. it isn't MY job to tell them these things. and aren't they lucky i'm on the ball around some things? aren't they lucky i'm nice, eh?

i'm sure i'll drop the ball soon.. so, really, i'm not one to complain.

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but friend m called tonight. glad he did. it was good to hear his voice. it'll be as good in 10 hours when he calls. ♥ ya m.

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interesting documentary on the 60's on opb.. hmm... things really don't seem as though they've changed much, eh? similar protestors, similiar reaction to said protestors.. and the picture of the long haired hippies with sandals that comes to mind........... hmm... wasn't i just amongst a bunch of those in dexter?? ha! :) love them hippies.

posted by brooke at September 29, 2005 08:33 PM

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i'm brooke, born in '73. i am currently a phd student in instructional technology. this is the blog where i capture all the neurotic, and the few non-neurotic, moments that seem to come with being a phd student (if you want to read less neuroses and more professionalism go to: oer's, dl's, reuse and culture: it's about a phd student researching digital resources in a multicultural world). i have been from eugene, oregon for a long time.. 8 years specifically (its my home now, but i grew up in southwestern virginia), but now i'm here in logan, utah at utah state university. after finding my roots in eugene i never could have expected that i would leave that liberal oasis and head to utah. but i did and there are days when its a blessing and days when i'm tempted to go back to oregon and beg the folks at lost valley educational center to let me move in. but i won't leave because there are days when this process is better than any kind of high i could ever imagine. what else? i collect things, i have 2 cats, 2 kayaks, 2 laptops (i'm a geek - one mac, one pc). i can be emailed at brookesblog@rivervision.com.