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Wednesday, 28 September 05 :: breath

i wish i could say something prophetic about breath..

about 2 weeks ago i put up signs around my house, in my car, and at work that say 'breathe' and 'are you breathing?' i was inspired to do so when i was at a friends house and i saw on a wall in front of a counter a similar sign. when i read it, i took a deep breath.

breathing is a big part of what we learn out at heart of now. breathing, at least the way i interpret it, helps to bring us back into our bodies, helps us to ground, and have a better sense of what we are feeling in the moment. breath also helps us pause, taking moments during heated times, moments to shift the energy of the interaction, moments to better center our intention.

when i was out at lost valley last weekend one of my cook team members commented to me how much more grounded i seemed than the previous month. frankly, i hadn't noticed any change, but it was nice to hear that on the outside i appear different.

what i've found, especially in the last couple of days, is that my signs that remind me to find my breath make my life a lot more deliberate. i've slowed down the pace of my life, i'm not in a constant dash from one task to another. also i'm able to face stresses and breathe through them. while the stress might not leave after a breath, it makes moving through it a different experience. i'm able to find my center, i'm able to balance with that center, or at least find some semblance of it in the most heated of moments.

i'm a different person in this moment than i was a month ago. my heart feels more open, my future less of a weight on my whole body. i feel a lot more free about my life. frankly, in this moment, i attribute that to breath.

posted by brooke at September 28, 2005 07:49 PM

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i'm brooke, born in '73. i am currently a phd student in instructional technology. this is the blog where i capture all the neurotic, and the few non-neurotic, moments that seem to come with being a phd student (if you want to read less neuroses and more professionalism go to: oer's, dl's, reuse and culture: it's about a phd student researching digital resources in a multicultural world). i have been from eugene, oregon for a long time.. 8 years specifically (its my home now, but i grew up in southwestern virginia), but now i'm here in logan, utah at utah state university. after finding my roots in eugene i never could have expected that i would leave that liberal oasis and head to utah. but i did and there are days when its a blessing and days when i'm tempted to go back to oregon and beg the folks at lost valley educational center to let me move in. but i won't leave because there are days when this process is better than any kind of high i could ever imagine. what else? i collect things, i have 2 cats, 2 kayaks, 2 laptops (i'm a geek - one mac, one pc). i can be emailed at brookesblog@rivervision.com.

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