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Thursday, 30 June 05 :: on the eve.

i won't believe that we're doing it till we get in the car.. okay.. till they say 'okay, give us your $'.. okay.. maybe till we're about to go.. or.. we're about to take that step.. or.. maybe i won't believe we did it.

tommorrow i may just get to fulfill a dream i have only gotten to have in my dreams.. late at night in the deepest recesses of my mind, at the peak of the REM cycle.. until i remembered my dream, i was nervous.. but not now. now, now.. well, in this moment, i can't wait to take that step.

i hope i feel that way tommorrow too.

posted by brooke at June 30, 2005 03:24 PM

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i'm brooke, born in '73. i am currently a phd student in instructional technology. this is the blog where i capture all the neurotic, and the few non-neurotic, moments that seem to come with being a phd student (if you want to read less neuroses and more professionalism go to: oer's, dl's, reuse and culture: it's about a phd student researching digital resources in a multicultural world). i have been from eugene, oregon for a long time.. 8 years specifically (its my home now, but i grew up in southwestern virginia), but now i'm here in logan, utah at utah state university. after finding my roots in eugene i never could have expected that i would leave that liberal oasis and head to utah. but i did and there are days when its a blessing and days when i'm tempted to go back to oregon and beg the folks at lost valley educational center to let me move in. but i won't leave because there are days when this process is better than any kind of high i could ever imagine. what else? i collect things, i have 2 cats, 2 kayaks, 2 laptops (i'm a geek - one mac, one pc). i can be emailed at brookesblog@rivervision.com.