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Tuesday, 24 May 05 ::
exhausted
i'm aware that i have not been too interesting lately. little tidbits about MY life that really aren't that interesting to outside readers.. more like keeping a journal about my life for myself. hopefully this will change.
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its been a long day. processing ALL DAY LONG. god am i good at processing. and goddess is it EXAUSTING. so much drama in my life. and today i thought i'd go see my doc and get grounded, but because i need more than just grounding i changed it to a physical which had to be rescheduled. unfortunately during that week i'll be bleeding.. not a good time for a woman's physical.. so i'll have to reschedule and my time to ground with my doc will have to wait even longer.
yes. my doc grounds me. she's seen me through hell, she knows how its been, she sees me moving forward, she knows me better than anyone in eugene. she's a good woman, and i look forward to seeing her. and i look forward to being reminded how far i've gone and how far i get to go.
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whats on the agenda for the rest of the week? lots.of.work. so.much.to.do. dammit.
tommorrow -- work, and p/u t @ 3.30 at ss. dinner with the friends, then off to heart of now practice at 7.00 for a few hours. thats more processing!
thursday -- work, p/u t @ 4.30, then meet g @ 7 and go to the photo exhibit in springfield.
friday -- not much.
saturday -- campaign meeting.
i wanna go to cougar with a friend. dammit. thats the hard part.
maybe next thursday k and i going to dexter to kayak.
posted by brooke at May 24, 2005 09:00 PM
