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Tuesday, 31 May 05 :: depressed

i'm depressed about leaving eugene for grad school. it took me a long time to get what i have here. i don't want to have to go through this again, i don't want to leave many of them.

there are times when i want to hold tight to each and every one of them, and times when i just want to leave oregon NOW. i fluxuate. but at this moment, i don't want to leave. i just want to hold on tight.

posted by brooke at May 31, 2005 12:22 AM

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i'm brooke, born in '73. i am currently a phd student in instructional technology. this is the blog where i capture all the neurotic, and the few non-neurotic, moments that seem to come with being a phd student (if you want to read less neuroses and more professionalism go to: oer's, dl's, reuse and culture: it's about a phd student researching digital resources in a multicultural world). i have been from eugene, oregon for a long time.. 8 years specifically (its my home now, but i grew up in southwestern virginia), but now i'm here in logan, utah at utah state university. after finding my roots in eugene i never could have expected that i would leave that liberal oasis and head to utah. but i did and there are days when its a blessing and days when i'm tempted to go back to oregon and beg the folks at lost valley educational center to let me move in. but i won't leave because there are days when this process is better than any kind of high i could ever imagine. what else? i collect things, i have 2 cats, 2 kayaks, 2 laptops (i'm a geek - one mac, one pc). i can be emailed at brookesblog@rivervision.com.