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Saturday, 23 October 04 ::
and this is where i talk about my life.
i am so putting off doing work this morning. i've run one list, that.. fucker, we've got to run up the river at somepoint this weekend.. no, not we, i e. people need to be called, the woman never ever got the list i mailed to her. fucker fucker fucker.
i've got many more phoning lists to run. and i've got to cut some turf.. though i only said I AM ONLY GOING TO CUT THIS ONE SMALL AREA, BECAUSE YOU ARE THROWING THIS ON ME LAST MINUTE WHEN I THOUGHT I HAD THE FREAKIN' WEEKEND OFF. and also because right before that i said I'LL DO ALL THIS FREAKIN DATA ENTRY THIS WEEKEND.. THE WEEKEND I THOUGHT I HAD OFF.
well. it all has to get done today. and before 4pm. because from 4 to 5 i get to have a heart to heart conversation with a friend about the chronic illness from which i suffer. she knows about the illness and has much advice to share. its a conversation i've been pushing to have, because mostly our conversations have been over the phone, which sucks.. but i admit, i'm a bit nervous about the conversation because of how much crap it'll bring up. afterwards i will most likely not be in the mood to do anything but climb into bed, watch law and order svu (or some other violent cop show, just because i love them so), and cry.
but tommorrow i go to fellowship, AFTER I DRIVE UP THE RIVER TO DELIVER THE FUCKING LISTS, and then i get to spend the afternoon with a friend.
i really am putting off working with THE FUCKING astro. i hate that thing.
update:
THE FUCKING TURF WON'T CUT in streets and trips. so i dropped it off at g's house. FUCKING LET HIM CUT IT (i'll feel guilty about that soon). NO I DON'T KNOW WHERE THE FUCK GLENWOOD IS, BTW.
i am in a CRABBY FUCKING MOOD.
FUCK.
but t and p gave me this wonderful heating pad/ cooling pad/ smells nicely wonderful and can just be curled up with at night thingy. feels good curled up next to my heart. so that makes things better.
have i mentioned i desperately need a nap, right now? even though i took one earlier?? these 4.30 am wakings and then tossing and turning till i finally decide to get up is just not good. no. not. good.
i think i caught lisa's insomnia. i didn't think it was contagious.. FROM IOWA. *smirk*
posted by brooke at October 23, 2004 09:06 AM
Girl! I am gonna get some soap for your mouth! hahahahhahahah
Insomnia... I pointed out to Todd that I slept until 4:30 this morning instead of 3. He reminded me that I went to bed an hour and a half later. Bummer. Thought I was cured.
posted by: Lisa at October 24, 2004 07:37 PM
