yes, call me weak. i don't give a fuck. but the attacks that have been thrown at me through this weblog have pissed me off, have gotten to me, have hurt.
and these attacks are warrantless. these people don't know me from anything, except through this space. and i have not attacked them.
and yes. i take things way to personally. way to personally to the point where i'm shutting down all comments and removing access to my archives.
i wonder if the people who are attacking me here attack strangers that they have to look at like they are attacking me. i mean, really.. this is the easiest place to make such an attack. anonymous comments, no body language, no right of right away return of reaction. plus, you don't have to get to know me on a level beyond what i write here. you don't have to look into my eyes as you say these things. you don't have to bother to see who i am beyond this space. so its easy.
and yes, i'm weak, i don't care. i'm just fed up. fed up and tired of this negative barage coming into my email box, littering MY website. its mine and i get to do whatever the fuck i want with it.
dislike it if you want, call me someone who squashes free speech.. i don't care. i don't let people smoke in my home, i'm not going to let unwarranted shitting here.